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Learn Lenormand Class for OracleKC

Oracle KC is bringing back my Learn Lenormand card reading class! This time online! Lenormand is a card-reading style from the Victorian era. These 36-card decks are a great way to begin or bolster an existing card-reading practice. Lenormand is simple and direct; ideal for exploring issues dealing with timing and considering practical solutions. For this class you will receive a copy of Little Lulu’s Lucky Lenormand deck, booklet, and the Lenormand lesson workbook! AND… you will be doing simple readings for yourself by the end of class! No experience necessary.

Class: Sunday, May 24th 1:00pm Central (Class will be held through Zoom, class materials will be shipped to you.) Class registration through Oracle KC: Learn Lenormand Class

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Tarot Study Hall Online

I’m bringing my Tarot Study Hall open-format class online while we all shelter-in-place! And it’s pay-what-you-can. (Because, believe me, I understand.)

I’ll be hosting Tarot Study Hall through Zoom every Saturday. Join in anytime between 12:30-2:30pm Central US time. (NOTE: We will be skipping 5/23 and resume again on 5/30!)

If you’ve never been to one of my Tarot Study Halls before, it’s an open-format class for all experience levels, ages, and now… any location (technology is kinda amazing, to be honest). During Tarot Study Hall I offer my favorite Tarot study tips and give personalized instruction based on participants’ needs and interests. Bring any questions you’ve got and we’ll cover what we can! You are welcome to stay for the whole two hours or to drop in and out at your convenience.

This is a pay-what-you-can workshop. Each week that you would like to join in, send me the fee you are comfortable with prior to 11:30am that Saturday through my Venmo @LauraPensar or PayPal.me/LauraPensar and I will send the Zoom meeting link and password to your email. (So make sure you include the email address you want this information to go to! The Zoom invitation emails will come from laurapensar@gmail.com )

*Please note that I will not be giving readings during class. I will help you read your own cards but I will not be interpreting a full spread for anyone. If you are interested in booking a reading with me you can schedule it through this link: Book a reading.

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The Emperor’s New Clothes

The Tarot card for 2020 is The Emperor. The Emperor has never been my favorite card in the deck. Nor am I particularly averse to him either. And so at the beginning of this year I figured he would be a somewhat boring focus, but I was determined to make use of this archetype to my advantage.

I had originally set the intention that I would face my financial fears (and I have many of them) and learn to empower myself in the “business” side of my business. And now, in the midst of this pandemic, I am engaging with this archetype in ways I never could have imagined. The Emperor and all he represents are so present and in my face that I honestly cannot see around them to what lies beyond.

So here I am in “Financial Fears Boot Camp.” My household lost 95% of our income in the past month due to the pandemic, and it is unclear when or even if many of those gigs will come back. My partner is a performing and teaching musician and much of my work involved public events and classes. Now, like so many, we find ourselves trying to find new avenues to offer our services in quarantine-safe ways, while homeschooling our children, while navigating the overwhelming and confusing (and ever-changing) paperwork involved with the various economic-relief programs we are applying for, working to ensure our families health and safety, and attempting to create a new budget in the darkness of a complete unknown. We vacillate between feeling deep gratitude for the many blessings we have and frustration for being expected to be productive, creative, and entrepreneurial in the midst of trauma and grief. Our days are a blur of scrambling to catch as many balls before they drop as possible, doing what we can to preserve our health (both mental and physical), and paralyzing anxiety and well I guess shock.

Early this week I finally pulled out The Emperor card from The Dreaming Way Tarot and set him on my desk in front of a stack of the largest books in my library (my makeshift computer-stand for all those video conferences) where I can see him as I work. He is a reminder of what I’m grappling with and that in January I had promised to myself (albeit naively) that by the end of this year I would not be afraid to engage with this archetype anymore.

As my partner and I adjust to groundlessness in alternating bouts of complete awkwardness and surprising moments of grace… we realize there are so many throughout the world who are facing harder loss. We brace for the possibility that there are bigger challenges still ahead. But more and more I am beginning to realize that so much of the discomfort we are feeling is the patriarch’s own discomfort at being told he must go home, he must be passive, he must take shelter in the domestic; that his system on its own is not as strong as he had thought/hoped/insisted. We are starting to notice that the Emperor’s clothing is not what we had been told.